i miss baby

Yesterday was too tired for me to blog .
was supposed to go to baby's house over to sleep .
but i'm scared of sleeping alone .
LOL , so ended up i stayed home .
baby's mummy was quite disappointed to know that i never go over .
she didn't say but i can feel it .
she dotes me just like her own daughter .

I couldn't remember what i want to blog for yesterday .
nowadays i have serious STMS .
i dono what happen ,
and i can forget things which i said immediately .

All i could remember was i've been tearing .
almost the whole day ,
even during work LOL ,
and i'm really serious ,
they just flowed down uncontrollably .
which resulted my eyes to be so swollen again .

I woke up at 7am this morning .
to prepare for my 2nd driving lessons .
mummy accompany me to the bus stop .
she asked me to take 82 over to change buses to CDC .
and i reached there early .

Baby asked me to cab down ,
but i refused ,
i wana save money .
but i've been spending money like water nowadays .
on i dono what ever things .

Baby transfered money over to my account
on sunday morning secretly before going out for breakfast .
he only told me on sunday evening .
baby scare i got no money to eat ,
so silly my dear .
and nowadays i spend more and more on food .
feeling so fat .
fatcherry soon .

Work today was damn shioked .
beacaus we managed to hit our monthly target this time .
but i only got like $30 for my commission .
after deduction of the shortages ,
damn it , will be minus-ing my pay again .
fucking hate it siah .

Bernard talked to me today
about work about everything .
all i can say i felt useless at work sometimes .
i cant do well in this and that .
so i might get kick out of the company which ever soon .
that's what i felt after listening to stuffs .

Enough of work .

Baby did called me a few times today .
and my phone had been ringing non-stop
while i'm driving
there's the alarm , alarm snooze ,
baby's msg ,
angel's miss call , angel's msg ,
ring until my instructor BTH ,
he asked me parked the car to do whatever i need to .

And he F* end the lessons early .
and he can teach half way through ,
we leave the car and went up to level 2
to get queue number for PDL .
he filled in the form for me .
he took my number for dono what F* ,
and he miss call me ,
saying which ever i need help or what
can just give him a call .
what's more i only got one chop for the lessons .
waste my time siah , damn .
first lessons i got 4 chops .
am i slow or the instructors forgot to give me more chops ?
or he want me to waste more money ,
because he kept asking me whether i'm financally loaded ?
LOL , because he wanted me to pay additional 110bucks
each sessions to reserve him to teach me
which he will earn $1.50 .
-.= my car number no.199 .
and lazy to comment further more .

Brother cabbed over to my workplace to fetch me from work .
then we cabbed back to RVP ,
to tabao KFC ,
but it was closed already .
we had MAC instead .
and i damn full but my strawberry sundae still left more than half .
Melted ice-cream .

Baby called me when i was in MAC .
he couldn't talked on the phone
as the lights were out .
baby talked to me as if he was going to cry .
i felt so sad for him .
everyone kana torture by the Sir .
even before sleep also cant bathe lorh .
sayang darling boy !

Brother gaming .
so i'm tapping on my cousin's wireless to blog .
my cousin just live directly above me .
OOooopyyyys .

Baby i just want to let ue know i really miss ue .
and i love ue very much .

Baby's mummy birthday coming 7th April
Cherrymummy's birthday coming 14th April
Auntie's birthday coming 28th April
and it will be April's Fools Day in 20 minutes time .

I need to go bathe after tv .

swollen eyes

My eyes were swollen from crying .
visions i could see was definitely smaller too .

Mummy's cooking for me .
i'm bored and tired of eating .
i asked mum to cook maggie mee will do .
been so tired of eating food .

Back to blog for yesterday's .
we did went for morning breakfast .
i woke baby up again .
asked him really not going for breakfast .
because previous night he insisted on going .

So he woke up
went to bathe while i do my makeup stuffs .
went tampines 200plus there to meet
his parents and relatives .

After eating ,
talked talked talked .
haha , could feel his laughters .
after one week of sufferings .

The day he booked out ,
his botak head like swollen lorh .
but getting better when he woke up yesterday ,
baby's daddy went to find the aloe vera for sunburnt .

After that we all parted ,
we went to Reservoir there de SS ,
to change stuffs and many more .
i had a feeling baby's parents were also coming to SS .
i told baby to drive slower to let his parents catch up .
but he ignored me =.0 .

While waiting for our stuffs ,
i really saw baby's daddy .
LOL , such a coincident .
done with our things ,
we headed to town .

Parked our car at Cine ,
went to Heerens , Taka , Wisma ,
then drove over to PS .





Saw a portrait sketch machine ,
i bugged baby to let us take .
lalalaaa , =)

Done .

Had it laminated at Taka .
baby took the copy over to his camp .
so i took a lil' photo of it .


Had Kyoto Sabo Ajitei at PS .
one of baby & me's favourite Jap restaurant .

Baby had salmon sashimi .


I wana clams kimchi soup .


I forgot this name .

Baby had his dessert ,
he die die also want to die ,
last week before booking in .
we went to this restaurant with baby and his family .
the desserts baby ticked and ordered wrongly .
no choice , so he booked out he wana eat ! =)

Empty .


Then we went to SASA to buy masks .
i had lots of masks at baby and my house .
but i just like to buy and buy things .
so baby bought me masks again .
and also sponges & eyeshadow applicators .


Baby mummy bought me masks too on friday ,
but i did not go back so couldnt post .
thanks baby mummy .

Went back home ,
baby packed his bag pack .
double checking everything .
sorry baby i didnt help ue pack when i said i will .
hehe =X i miss ue .
baby bathed ,
and we went to eat dinner .
Oh my god , eat again .

Then we went off to Tanah Merah mrt station there ,
dropped baby off ,
i tagged along because i bu she de .
LOL , saw one cannon bomb with clutches ,
really bombing since ITE with baby .
Navy also need to bomb .

Before baby book in .

I will miss ue babyboy .
i told baby ,
baby will see daddy next week .

Need to bathe then to work ,
just finish makan-ing .
i pray for the weather to be just nice for my baby .
i love darling .

baby booked out

/edited 10.46 pm .

Reached home .
baby booked in .
left me alone again .

Baby daddy fetched me home .
blogged again tml morning .
baby just called .
i wondered what happened again .
gona tv with mummy and bro
then to bathe and then off to bed .

Somehow i was fidgeting in my sleep .
i couldnt go back to sleep after i woke up
i was afraid time passes so fast
that baby have to book in again later .
less than 12 hours to go .

Baby msged me at 12.14pm yesterday saying that
he's packing his stuffs in room .
will book out soon around 1.30 pm LOL .
soon i was seeing baby driving past my shop .
i was so shocked and surprised .
thanks baby ,
first thing ue booked out
ue took cab home to take car keys to find me .
i love ue .
First photo with baby when he booked out


Called simon ,
asked him whether can i go coffee shop
to have my lunch with baby .
and simon asked me ,
today i working meh ?
LOL , shocked me siah .
told him i off sunday which is tomolo .
hahaas , blur simon .

Daddy called yesterday while i was working .
i miss ue daddy .
after hanging up with daddy .
i called baby to call daddy .
daddy dotes baby alot .
=) , daddy told baby he will only be back
at least another 2 weeks .
time passed fast ,
let me see baby and daddy soon again .

worked ended soon .
i can hear baby's car loudly .
i knew baby reached to fetch me from work .
baby went over my house talk to mummy .
then went over to simon's place to pass cash
& stuffs to him .
there's pasar malam at his house downstairs .
i so wana go .

After that ,
drove over to town .
to have Swensens .
oh lalala , yummy for baby .
seeing that he ate more than previously i felt so happy .



Baby now so big appettite .
he can eat and drink so fast .
oh my god , be fat soon my baby !

Asked baby ,
Me : Baby , ue like taller now ?
Baby : No lah , the road uneven ( he moved himself to the same place where i'm standing)
Me : No leh , ue beside me now make look so short .
Baby : Maybe my shoes ?
Me : How can it be , everytime ue wore this shoes out with me ..
Baby : ZZzzz .

After a while ,

Baby : I think i really grew taller , somehow ue like so short .
Me : ZzzZzzz . Walao .

Had dinner/supper at Swensens besides Paragon .
the queue was okay ,

Baby on the phone with Raymond .

While queueing .

Finally got seats .





Fries here .

My spaghetti .

Baby's breaded chicken .

Rodeo's wings .

Had topless 5 for dessert .

Walked over to Cine to get our car .

I fell asleep in car .
LOL , left baby alone driving .
oh lala =) .

The items i ordered from Victoria Secrets
finally arrived .
Updated again tonight .

I just bathe hao niah .
Gona pei darling boy ,
he's still sleeping .

Actually was supposed to go breakfast
with baby's family and relatives .
but baby's too tired .
baby's daddy & mummy asked me not to wake him up .

hours to see baby

Woke myself up to blog .
cherryLilbro just gone out have tuition .
cherrymummy went to mandai to pray for ahma & ah gong .
cherryBigbro went to work i suppose .
cherrydaddy still overseas working .
cherrybaby not yet book out but few more hours .

Left me alone .

Now it's 08.37 am
4 more hours plus ,
baby will be booking out ( hopefully )
But IDK what time will i be seeing him
as i'm working .
i so so so miss ue darling .

feeling tired and unwell

/edited 10.52 pm & 08.21 am (28march)
blogged tml morning .
needa have my dinner and have an early rest .
so unwell and tired ,
with my bones all so aching .

I miss my boy !

wasnt feeling so good this few days ,
dono what's happening to me .
even now my throat hurts .

Work sales wasn't quite good until after dinner time .
had been like this for a while .
how could i ever hit my target ,
and it's been almost 5 months ,
i'm yet to reach the amount or just over abit ,
others still be getting their 3 targets
but i only have one .
and shortages have increase over the days .
oh my , target now reached shortages increased .
which meant again ,
have to deduct from my pay again .
gosh , how can i survive with that ?
please tell me .
but i do know i'm still rather retard in reaction sometimes .
LOL , i cant mutli-tasks ,
but as of now i have to try and learn .

Alighted the bus ,
i missed call baby ,
LOL few seconds he called back .
left me a BIG QUESTION MARK -.=
chatted for awhile i told him i at my lift ,
later no reception i reach hi=ome call him again .

First thing i reach home ,
find my cordless phone dialed his number .
chatted & laughed & misses ,
Angel called to ask me go down pass cash .
i told baby when i at house downstairs i call him again .

Passed cash the simon at the traffic light near my hse .
almost 10.45pm ,
baby there lights out .
had to hang ,
but we both BSD .
lol , dragg and draggggggg .
then baby suddenly said he had to hang .

Baby msged me then he went to sleep .
i ate my dinner ,
went to have my bubble shower ,
tv with mummy awhile ,
off we went to sleep ..

Well , woke up slightly late then the previous days .
feeling so unwell and unwilling to wake up .
yesterday i had been sneezing randomly .
but once i sneezed
it would be twice in a row at least .

Just had my breakfast .
but i cant finish it .
so big packet and
mummy already ask the person to pack smaller portion ,
and yet i still cant finish them .
because my stomach pain .
whenever i had breakfast
my stomach tends to be weird .

I miss ue baby .
wana see and touch your botak head lah .
tahan lah .
only left one more day to go .
but ... can ue book out ?
and but tomolo i working also .

Going to bathe liao .
if not will be late for work .
guess i'll be visiting the bowl as well .

oh yah , forgot to mention yesterday .
baby passed his swimming tests .
oh lala . =) .
congrats baby .
i'm sneezing badly again . oh my !
Angel woke up late for school again .

morning breakfast

update again in the morning .
too tired to blogg .

/edited 12.22 am
Had breakfast with cherrymummy at CS market .




Headed off to work after everything .
opened shop ,
got a big fat crockcroach waiting for me .
LOL =X .
luckily got durian seller help me siah .
he slapped the "thing" with his slippers
and out the "thing" went into drain .


Ended work at 9.40 pm
LOL , was busying msging babyboy
then i saw a bus approaching me
bus "62" , boarded the bus .
found a seat continued my msg to baby .
then i wondered how come the bus "62"
haven turned left , LOL .
then i looked up around my surroundings .
to my surprise i was at the road whereby
it is on the way to old tampines road .
near the new expressway .

LOL . that was then i realised i had boarded a wrong bus ,
too late to alight liao .
sat all the way to pasir ris ,
first stop i alight and climbed overhead bridge
over to wait for bus 88 .



Reached home
msged baby ,
phone lagging again .
Baby called !
but only for about half a minuete .
LOL , he couldnt talk .
the officers wouldnt let .
and it's already lights all .
told baby i'll be meeting simon & angel at plaza .
Hung up went to bathe .

Angel called ,
went over to plaza mac find them .
had my late late dinner & supper .
after that had a small meeting/talk .
left at about 12.15am or so .
walked home with angel talk talk again .
long since we met to talk after i kept staying over baby's house .
i know she misses me ,
but we still chat over the phone almost every other days .

So unwilling to take photos with me .



I'm going out soon to amk
to have breakfast with cherrymummy
to find cherrybrother and his friend .
LOL , then i will head over to work .
Waiting for baby's msg saying that his having his breakfast
when he wake up every morning , having breakfast , lunch or what , etc .
without fail he will make it a point to msg me .
I love ue my baby boy !

Be back tonight to update .