Baby haven since msg me or call me .
i'm worried .
because baby always at least leave me a msg if he cant call me .

Daddy made hotdog bread with cheese for me .
mummy jokingly said she was jealous .
hahaa . =X .

Before i go bathe .
the rain was damn big .
after i came out like 30 minutes later .
no more rain .

Out to the main road

/edited 11.06pm

Cabbed home again as usual .
just nice i boarded cab baby msged me .
saying he go S liao call me .
luckily i took cabby too .
if not no time to chit chat with baby !

Opened the door .
just nice baby called .
he knows my timings .

Baby said he had a talk today .
topic "STDS"
& guess what they were each given a condom .
i heard liao was like "EH WTF" .
given partly because of "STDS" ,
partly because of they were all "JAILED" inside navy for 3 weeks .
LOL =.-

Halfway through closing ,
Simon msged me .
asking me whether i'm going home (SK)
i didnt reply as there were too much excess .
so came the second msg .
telling me if i'm going back SK bring along this & that .
i continued doing the checking of system , cards , ETC .

There came Simon's phone call to shop .
i picked up .
Simon asked whether i received both his msgs .
i replied him "ya .
but busy doing closing so never reply .
will call him back after things done .

Simon msged me again when i'm home asking
whether i got bring yesterday's cash back .
i replied
yah , dont worry ,
today's cash yesterday's cash , 3 phones , repairs , registrations , etc .
bought along the accumulated coins too .

Supposed to meet at bus stop .
middle for me , Angel , Simon .
but Angel said she lazy ,
& she got stocks to carry .
so meet her house downstairs .

Called Simon changed meeting place .
we like doing some sort of "BUSINESS"
LOL =X .
Simon wanted to drive over to fetch me .
but i declined .
i dont wan mafan him lah .
slowly walked over Angel's house .
passed him everything .

Angel came down with lots of plastic bags .
Chitchatted .
Simon wanted to send me home .
i declined again .
he said, Oh ue want to S ah ?
me , no lah . just now S already , i slowly walked back can ler .
haha . parted & walked home .

Reached home downstairs .
daddy called .
daddy said your food cold liao , attracting ants lah !
LOL .

I haven taken my dinner .
told mummy when i reached home .
& i'm so lazy to cook as i'm really tired .
she said ask daddy .
so i tell daddy .
i ordered & daddy cook .
simple one .
scrambled egg with Mac pepper & nuggets .

Baby will ue let me eat spaghetti .
i kinda miss them lots .

I think i was real crazy at work .
super hyper .
sometimes i think i scared of Wilson .
sometimes i think i BTH him when doing closing .
but well , no one is prefect .

Because of Wilson ,
i killed a passing by crockcoach .
i'm so sorry to that crockcoach .
i'm afraid of ue that's why i sprayed baygon on ue .

I miss ue baby !
gotta see ya soon .

The weather was kinda bad .
i cant stand it really .
one moment it can rain like so big .
another moment the sun out so fast .

Practical lessons was so fun .
got another instructor but same car .
i was late for like 15 minutes .
couldn't find my damn car .
LOL , =X .

Engine only stalled once today
because i too kanchiong lah .

& damn the lorry lorh .
already signalled , car's head out still suddenly no signal chiong in .
instructor & me was like stepping hard on the brake together .
=.0 reckless drivers are too many .
i hope i wont be one in future .
but who knows .
next lesson will be next week .

Mistakes made during lessons .
-mistaken gear 5 for gear 3 .
-kept checking & looking when i shift gear .
-signal kept forget off .

I'm just so tired .
i need a good rest with baby .

Will there be any surprises in the late morning or early afternoon
by my baby ?

Practical lessons again .
got to rush a lil .


one more day to go before i will be seeing baby !

so tiring

/edited 10.18am

Cabbed home as usual .
i'm just so fucking tired .
my head is spinning .

Bought my icesticks back from work .
forgot to bring them back yesterday .

Had only 1 full meal today .
morning daddy made hotdog bun with cheese & pepper for me
so i wont be hungry when i'm having practical lessons .

Offered Bernard my half-bottled of mineral water
when he's having dinner .
Bernard gave me the looks like i spat saliva in the bottle .
LOL =.-
i know for sure he will ask me help him buy .
but i lazy to walk because i'm having split headaches .
don't feel real well .
guess i had not enough sleeps recently .

I got the same car again.
No.199 .
tomorrow might be him again .
got my PDL .
finally was what my instructor will be saying ,
if it's the same instructor .
because he's been hurrying me to get it since last week's lessons .
half way through the lesson again ,
i went up to get the number .
another half way through i went up again .
but only 19 or 20 .
they wouldnt let me cut queue .
so went back to driving again .
no PDL means have to stay in circuit says that instructor .
lessons ended went back to counter take new no.
LOL , 42 siah .

serving only no.28 .
i went to counter asked whether i could just ...
they asked me to wait after another one .
waited =) .
yeah , got my PDL after checking of eyesight .
done payment went level 1 deposit another $300 to my account
for practical lessons .
oh my god ,
can ue imagine i'm spending nearly a thousand this month only .

Luckily i cabbed back home .
another reason for cabbing back also because
i had a feeling baby might be calling me soon
because i only finished work at 9.45pm .
thanks goodness the feeling so zhun" .
baby called at 10.02pm .

I cant remember what happen during work .
i cant remember this & that .
recently or all along i'm having STMS .
think it got worse recently after not seeing baby for like 15 days .

Baby having tests again .
congrats baby for passing the previous one .
jiayou jiayou k .

Baby
though your inside .
i'm outside .
LOL .
i never did any bad or things that let ue down .
so dont worry about that ,
put 100% of heart in me .
although i know ue always do .
ups & downs we've been through so much over the past few years .
just want ue to know i love ue so much .
cant wait to see ue soon baby .
I love ue & miss ue <3 .
Baby i know ue miss XBB . =) .

I'm sorry to hear about your friend's gf
or rather ex-gf .
dont let them or whoever affect us .
US is US .
THEM IS THEM .
remember i'll always be there for ue baby no matter what !

Got to rush for my practical lessons .
i hope i aint late .
gosh .

8 days of work

/edited 10.40pm

Finished work .
cabbed to CP to meet the seller .
walked over to the traffic light
while on the phone with her
as she called me to chit chat ,
LOL .
collected my dress .
lrt-ed back to my home .

I thinked i dropped money on cab .
lol ,
not much just some coins in my short's pocket .

Am waiting for baby's phone call .
i miss darling boy !
have yet to eat my dinner .
i dont know what can i eat .
baby dont want me to eat spaghetti .
i'm really hungry .
please bring me out to eat !

Bought ice-sticks from prime .
but shop's fridge cant seems to frozen it .
forgot to bring it back home though .

Ah wei bought this for me , Bernard , himself one each .

Baby call me soon alright .

Have driving practical lessons again tml .
i'm just so tired .

30th April coming .
because this month no 31st .
wonder what would it be the result this time .

Ended up Angel & Joan didn't meet at all .
& Angel's late for school !

I couldn't wake up to have breakfast with Angel & Joan .
i did wake but .
because of a seller i had my headache-ness .
i already told her what i wanted .
but she kept msging me how many i wanted .
when i told her 1 piece .
etc etc .

Ended up when i woke up at 9.20 i had a terrible headache .
oh gosh .
i hope i'll be fine later .

Photos for 25 & 26 has been uploaded .

Got to go for work .

TAHAN

/edited 10.16pm .

Photos in the morning .
i'm tired after working for 7 days .

Back home around 9.30pm .
cabbed back home .
as i had alot of things to take with me back .
Bernard "complimented" i looked like "LIANGPOPO" moving house .

Just finished cooking my dinner/supper .
baby doesn't like me to keep eating aglio oilo spaghetti .
saying not healthy . =X .
so i stopped eating it for like days .
& i kinda missed them .

So i bought crisp potato bites , hotdogs , onion rings & onions back
called mummy to take out prawns & bar chor for me .
ended up never use the bar chor .
so put back in the fridge .

Cooked egg with onions & prawns .
like any O how see what i just cook .
fried the hotdogs , onion rings & crisp potato bites .
yummmy , adding some chilli sauces before eating .
baby must have miss eating all this junkies .

Morning Fabian came by shop .
passed me & Bernard each one stick of cigarette from Japan .
Fabian said it taste like chocolate .
but when i tried it seemed no chocolate at all .
& the filter is longer than the ones i have .

Bought like 30 small tubs of ice-creams back .
comes with a picnic red bag with every 10 purchased & free 5 tubs .
& it's only like $20 .
LOL . i just spent money like water recently .
& it was Fabian who saw the ice-cream first so he came back telling me .

Fabian gave me a blue straw mat
upon hearing i want to go picnic with the red bag .
he went home to get it & passed to me .

So imagined i'm carrying my bag , laptop .
2 bags of ice-creams , the food i bought & straw mat .
really like what Bernard described .

Waiting for baby's call while eating & tv-ing .
I miss ue darling .
<3 .

Baby called at 10.36.18 pm .
chatted for less than 20 minutes .
lights out & baby gone to bed .
tough day for baby again tomorrow .

Was on yahoo .
another army death .
oh my god .
hais .
well , life is unpredictable .
i want my life to be well-spent before i go .
i still have many things undone yet .
many many many things undone !

Baby msged me at about 6am .
woke up to see the msg .
but was too tired to reply .
then baby called at 7.21am .
feeling sweet & happy to hear his voice
but i'm even more tired .

Then 8plus
mum woke me up to ask me find my sunblock lotion for didi .
OH MY GOD .
one hour once i woke up .
then almost 9am i jumped up from bed .
because the house phone was ringing .
it was my aunt looking for mum .
so i thought initally i was late for work .

Then i just finally woke up .
bathed , played few rounds of bubble breaker .

Going off to work soon .
i'm so shagged .
working totally one whole week non-stop .
but it's what i wanted myself .
no one forced me .

Jiayou

Back home .

Not feeling so good .
had a lil' some sort of misunderstanding with baby .
hais , all my fault .
i apologised !
=X .

Baby having his night snack now .
hope we'll be fine when he call me before lights off .

Afternoon baby some how called me .
baby's phonecalls always brightens up my everyday .
happy to receive his phone calls .

Forgot to bring my medicine out to work again .
why am i so forgetful recently .
supposed to finish the medication by today .
but i'm still left with 2 tablets .
so i shall have them later .

Daddy bought breakfast for me .
so sweet lah daddy .
later mummy jealous .
LOL :P

Daddy knew i had not taken my dinner .
he's frying nuggets for me now .
thanks daddy .

Counting down to thursday ,
which is another 5 more days after today .

Not getting any off day this week .
i want to save it for next week .
no matter how tired i am .
getting off on saturday & sunday .
planning to go Malaysia .
but it will be cancelled .

Cousin msged me telling me next saturday having BBQ .
so long since we had a BBQ gathering .
luckily baby already book out that day if nothing goes wrong lah .

I want baby to book out
I want to see baby ASAP
I want to hug baby
I want to cut my hair
I want to dye my hair
I want to do threading for my eyebrows
I want I want I want .

I have got so many I want things to do .

But the most that i want is just to see baby ! <3 .

I'm still in pain

/edited 11.05pm
Baby just hung up .
i miss him dearly .
another 6 more days to go .
tahan tahan .

Just help daddy stick his phone .
the metal casing kept dropping .
it's time to change a new housing for daddy .
& my fingers are filled with the glue .

Phone bills came .
cheaper than i expected it to be .
well have plans to upgrade my plan .

Tv-ing now .
dont feel so well .
my head is spinning till now .
baby doesn't want me to eat panadol or any other medicine .
as i'm still on medication .
it's not good for me .

That day when i shortened my toe nails .
i thinked i really shortened the big toe too deep .
it's hurting me for 2 days already .
please grow nails .

I'm still feeling unwell .
i don't know who can help me .
baby's not by my side for 12 days already .

When i was bathing my phone rang .
i tot was baby .
i shouted for mum in the living room to get my phone for me .
it was actually baby's mummy .
oh dear .
a extortion overseas phone call .
babymummy almost nearly believed it .
but she comes to think of it .
baby was in navycamp .
how was baby to be out ?
LOL .
babymummy asked the person who are ue .
the person who was fake-crying simply just hung the phone call .
then babymummy straight away call me .

Damian just missed call me .
don't know for what reason .
i called back no one picked up =.O

practical lessons

/edited 10.28pm .
Again i cabbed back home .
am waiting for baby's call .
baby called me suddenly .
i called him back .
but i couldn't clearly hear what he said .
might be because of the reception .
so had to end the call .

I went toilet ,
didn't bring my phone along .
didn't know baby called .
back shop baby called again .
i picked up .
he asked why i never pick up his call .
told him i went toilet never bring phone .
baby asked me about my company full name & number .
cause baby needs to fill in my particulars .
LOL , baby said his officers will call me .
like what the ??

Had a pathetic headache during work .
due to the hot weather 35 degree .
oh my goodness .
bought panadol to ease the pain .
still having slight pain now .
might be not enough of sleep too .
had only average 6 hours or less per day since Sunday .
i'm gona bathe & sleep after tv which ends 12am .

Wilson walked over to HeartLand mall to buy KFC .
i only wanted cheesefries & pepsi .
but i ate like only few of the fries & i gave it back to him .
because i cant finish my prawn noodle already .
& i don't want to throw away & waste food ,
definitely even not nice when he treated me them all .

Didi was waiting for me to reach home .
usually by the time i reach home everyday he would be asleep .
he asked me why yesterday never sleep beside him .
LOL , silly .
didi slept like starfish on the bed
how could still i share with him though it's a queen size bed .
so he waited for me home just to tell me he wanted me to sleep beside him .
i always dote on my younger brother more than anyone else .
though i scold him at times when he's in the wrong .
we do quarrel at times but still we love each other .

Daddy was so nice to fry nuggets for me sprinkled with Mac's pepper .
he knew i'm hungry but i don't want to eat .
but i just cant resist when he placed it in front of me .
yummmmy .

Am having my practical lesson later .
gotta go prepare .

Baby jiayou for your tests .
Didi just gone to school .

Back from practical lessons & at work now .

No.199 again .
damn the instructor .
arghhh .
niam the whole 90 minutes instead of 100 minutes .
always end class early .
nevermind .
throughout whole lessons kept msging phone kept vibrating .
never concentrate nevermind .
made me so DL .
early early morning .
but it's for my own good .
because of the lessons so far apart
i tend to forget this & that .
which made him become a niam-er to me .
take it or leave it .
complain this & that to me .
i paid money not to listen to niam-kengs siah .
irraited day !

Ate medicine with soyabean that Wilson bought .

Baby i hope ue pass your tests .
i miss ue so much .
call or msg me soon alright .
loves <3 .

bad dream again

/edited 10.20pm
Bus-ed home like finally but cabbed to work .
cooked spaghetti again .
on bus called home to tell mum to take out the ingredients .
mum was so nice to help chopped garlic & peeled prawns & cut hotdogs .

Am talking to baby now .
over the phone baby was memorising his papers ,
preparing for his tests tomorrow .

Baby asked me not to keep eating spaghetti everyday .
LOL =X .
so i dont think i'll be cooking or eating spaghetti tomorrow .
I hope baby can pass his test .
if not confinement .
everything there also confinement .
stupid-iest of all .

Mum told me the plants she looked after bloomed flowers & fruits ?
if i'm not wrong it was ahgong's plants .





I rushed out of home today .
leaving my anti-botics at home .
why am i so blur like sotong .
i couldn't eat my medicine when i'm at work .
when will i totally recover .
i'm going to eat 2 tablets now .

Daddy made 2x2=4 , 4x2=8 pieces of bread with kaya for me .
i bought them to work
& eat while watching my dvds .

Had been following up the dvd .
so damn nice lorh .
but very long siah .
paused & watched & paused & watched if there's customers .

I alighted cab in front of shop .
first thing i step into shop .
Bernard looked at me & kept smiling .
LOL , i was like WTF ?
then he told me he very shagged .
i asked what happen again this time .
Bernard : i think this year ue sure able to attend my wedding liao .
Me : (SHOCKED) why ? ue say alot of times liao .
Bernard : my gf pregnant , i going to be daddy .
Me : good lorh . expected already . we just discussed this topic last month when your gf menses was late .
Bernard : really damn shag ? how ?
Me : anyway ue already plan to marry her , sooner or later what .

& throughout the whole day of today he kept laughing to himself .
& kept saying shagged ,
& kept saying one head , two head big .
& kept calling his family , brothers , colleagues .

Wore my levis jeans to work .
so long since i wore it out .
luckily i didn't put on weight .
but i think i grew shorter .
because the jeans were like longer
or maybe that i never wear heels .
hahas . =/ .

Many things happened recently .
i don't understand why it's like so unfair to me .
seeing one by one .
makes me feel that i'm a useless person .
nothing to comment on .
let nature takes it course .

Oh my god .
consecutive 2 days kept having bad dreams .

Finally a doc

/edited 11.29pm

Cabbing to work & cabbing home is like my daily routine .
took a cab to work again .
& took a cab back home too .
cooked aglio olio spaghetti .
cooked for mummy as well .

Again didn't have a good chat with baby .
helped baby registered his graduation ceremony online .
i will be going as well .

Over the phone with baby .
baby said he's doing something for me .
out of curiousity i asked him what is he doing for me .
because he had nothing with him
what can he do inside for me .
LOL , baby said he's doing something with the some sort of rope .
i laughed & asked ,
Me : Baby , is it that ue wan to use the rope to tie me up for the rest of our life ?
Baby : Yar , can i ?
Me : Sure want for the rest of our life ah ? No regrets ?
Baby : Yar . No regrets . I love ue .
LOL . <3 .

Cherrydidi apologised that he actually
accidentally pulled my hair & pushed me off bed this morning
i told him where got ,
i never fell anything leh .
didi said of course lah , ue sleeping leh .
oopss , i must be damn tired
because i only had like 6 hours ++ of sleep that 2 days .
didi & i made a deal to share the bed again tonight .

Have yet to take my medicine .
almost 12am .
baby always tell me not to take medicine after 12am .

Still tv-ing with mummy .
going bathe soon .
need to upload photos .
baby likes to see my photos .
haven been uploading any photos for the past few days .
=) .

so i need my anti-botics immediately now .

As usual i kept running to the toilet today while working .

Finally i had seen a doctor .
after so many phone calls to meet appointment .
i gave up .
because all slots are filled in .
& the earliest will be next week .
i couldn't wait .
so i just went to RVP lifeline clinic .
was given medication & MC .
but i still went work & at work now .
my queue number .


Doctor said the anti-botics is a must to finish .
if not the pain will come back .

Had a damn bad dream about baby .
daddy woke me up from the dream .
well , it's just a dream .
i think because i think of baby too much .
that's why . "Phew"

Called Angel .
she was actually supposed to accompany me to doctor's .
but last night on the way home .
i told her ,
if i call her she never pick up then i go myself .
because i know she will still be sleeping .
she laughed out , asking me to wake her up as she had school too .
till now i don't even know whether she's awake or still asleep .
shall call her again later .

Just had my breakfast cum lunch .
Bernard went to buy .
because i'm so lazy & hungry .
& partly because i kept needed toilet .

Waiting for baby's msg & calls .
baby went to sembawang camp i supposed .

These few days didn't have a good chat with baby .
& it's been 9 days since i last saw baby .

Monday .



Had a meeting last night at AMK631 shop .
after work , actually wanted to walk over to Selegie Beancurd .
but Simon called after Bernard & i closed shop .
asked me whether i'm going over for meeting
& he wanted to order food if i'm going as well .
so i walked back to where Bernard is .
took a cab to AMK .

Alighted the cab .
walking over to shop .
was talking to Bernard .
suddenly his string of beads broke .
his Thai" things" fell down one by one .
OH MY GOD lorh .
then he felt something going to happen .

Simon ordered PizzaHut for us .
ZhaoJie went back after pizzahut .



Meeting started .
Angel busy doing her admin stuffs .

Simon was like a letcurer .

Halfway through ,
baby called .
i went out of shop to toilet & chatted with baby .
as usual lah .
the tears just rolled down while talking .
baby asked me not to cry ,
later go back shop everybody know .
LOL , then we chatted happily .
baby had to lent his friend his phone .
because his friend phone no battery .
hung up & went back to shop .
msged with baby .
baby BTH , baby slept at almost 12 am .
thanks baby ! i love ue lots .

Meeting ended around 12.55 am .
everyone's damn shagged .
Simon sent me & Angel home .

Bathed & went to bed .
i slept with didi in korkor's room .
two of us squeezed together .
had difficultly sleeping because i was thinking too much about myself .
tossed and turned for very long
& korkor was snoring .
then i guessed i fell asleep cause i couldn't remember what happen next .

No doc .

Woke up early wanted to go to the clinic .
went downstairs to take bus .
on the way called up the clinic .
LOL . the doctor on leave .
earliest can see her is next week .
by the time i think i die of illness liao .
oh my god . save me !!

Didn't manage to see the doctor yesterday .

Sunday .
woke up early to toilet .
woke up again at 9.30 am .
couldn't get back to sleep .

Daddy bought 6 "hargao" for me .
waited for mummy to come back with didi .
i bathed , done with my stuffs .
by the time already 12.30pm .

Off we went to compass point .
didi bought his shoes & daddy bought his sandals .
i bought those wuahboh stuffs for didi & myself .
also bought a STGS book18.
mummy didn't saw anything she like .

Metro to get daddy a wallet .
cause daddy's wallet going "pi-chiak"
mummmy's friend was working as a promotor
so she lent us her metro card .
daddy chose the Goldlion wallet
& i went to paid for it .

Then we went JiangXiangMian to eat .
I argued to pay again .
daddy was saying ,
today outing i sure broke .
everything also fighting to pay .
LOL . =X .



Table #15 .




Mummy & me went ValueShop .
then to popular where i bought the STGS book .
then to action city ( i think ) .
bought the messenger for didi .
bought a coin bank for baby .
bought a white fake bread =.-

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Then i sent them to lrt there .
i saw Kelvin .
told mum , see the guy Kelvin in M1 shop .
LOL .

I went to take bus 83 to meet Jskor .
went Punggol 106 .
damn , the clinic wasn't open on sundays .
walked over to PP then .
the clinic wasn't what i want to see .

Cabbed over to CompassPoint again .

walked around ,
i bought pearly soya .
was deciding what to eat .
& we settled down on KFC .







Had a S-break after Kfc .



saw baby's cousin's friend .
forget his name , what orh yen .
working in M1 also , SE promotor .
same as Kelvin .
LOL , tapped on baby's cousin's friend & said HI" .

Walked around again .
Compasspoint is damn sian .
bought hair mask .

Jskor accompanied me to take bus 27 ,
to baby's house .





meeting them at his house exculding baby !
boarded the bus ,
babymummy called .
Mj session .
but i just board the bus .
& the Mj session will be at baby's cousin's house .
oh my god , at punggol .

so babymummy said when i alight bus stay there .
they will come fetch me .
babydaddy just came back from Japan for working .
so actually supposed to have dinner with them .
ended up , i accompanied them eat
because i am still very full .
imagined i ate 3 pieces of chicken .

Then babydaddy sent us to baby's cousin's house .

Halfway through MJ .
Cookie kept barking & making noises .
Pekfong bought Cookie out of the cage .
& Cookie pee-ed on my LV bag which is on the sofa .
guess i'm just so lucky enough .
NB . =.0
left right up down on the wall .
well , luckily my bag doesn't smells .




They caged him up again after that .

After Mj ,
babymummy sent me home by cab .
& babymummy was so nice to have made my losings
became no win no lose .
& she still won some money .

Bathed & slept .