Talking to baby now .

I'm so tired .
so so tired with everything .

I don't feel good everyday .
worse now i have to face Wilson instead of Bernard everyday for 12 hours at least .

/Photos uploaded 010609 11.23pm .

Back to my own home again which means baby booked in already .

I could just helplessly tears whenever baby book in .
i couldnt bear to .
i dont know why .
can anyone enlighten me ?

Was msging with baby .
& baby said he put $20 for me in my wallet .
because baby's afraid i no money .
my tears couldnt hold on anymore .
they just kept rolling off from my eyes .

& now i'm home .
daddy stuffed money to me too .
because daddy & baby are the same .
they hate to see me go hungry .
they hate to see that i have no money .
they & mummy dotes on me the most .

My favourite lychee season .
daddy's peeling lychee for me .
yummyummmy .

Baby should be reaching camp by now .

Will be waiting for baby's call before i go to bed .

Baby & i went out at around 2pm this afternoon .
headed down to MS to have yuki yaki buffet & ice-cream .
left at about almost 5pm .










& many more lah .

Baby so concentrate in cooking for me .
LOL . because i like to play resulting the aluminium foil becames black .



D.I.Y icecream .





Then to BugisJ & BugisSt .

By then it's already 6plus pm .

Baby was so tired i could see & feel .
but baby wanted me to be happy .

I wanted to go TM ,
so we went over .

Went M)phosis & baby bought me a pair of slippers & bangles .
they are so dirt cheap with the sales .

Walked around & off we headed home .
it was already 7.30pm .

Baby ate his dinner & i packed his bagpack for him .
had a quick bath & out we go .
sending baby to TanahMerah MRT .

Since March23rd till today May31st .
it's been 2months & 8days .

I felt one day i will surely go crazy or go into a drepression .

Saturday .
Baby came by in the afternoon with Edward to find me .
it's raining damn heavily .

Then baby went home & sent Edward home .
bathe & out baby came to fetch me after work .
it was my last day of work with Bernard .

& i bought Potong icecream for baby & myself .
i shared half half with Bernard .

Starting Monday ,
Bernard will be transfered over to AMK .
& i will have to face Wilson everyday .
more depress i will be .

Baby then sent me over to Bishan to collect my orders .
i bought Nachos chips 500g & salsa sauce & cheese dips & shredded chicken pizza .
baby paid for it .


Then head over to MS for midnight movies .
Terminator Salvation .


Wasted like 70 bucks ++ catching air .
not our day we thought .

After movie , we went home sweet home .

I woke baby up .
baby's now the bed eating & drinking barley .

Baby's gona book in later at night already .

On heater liao .
gotta go bathe & out we go .

Back tonight to blog again & upload photos .

Fucking CCB day lah .

Fuck off lah everyone .

CCB .

Fucking sleepy can & fucking suana .
i dont feel like waking up every day .
how i wish i'm either working at office hours or rather that my now working hours isnt that long .
i dont think i can hold on any longer .

The days when i have driving i have the wake up as early as 6am .
after lessons rush the work .
work for 12 long long hours .
& then home at 10.30pm at least .
i cooked , bathed , blog , surf net , wait for baby's call .
by the time almost 12am or even later .
& the next day i will have to wake at 6am again for driving .

Baby had lessons on kicking today .
LOL .
it's already friday .
i'll be able to see baby on saturday afternoon
& my off day on sunday .
tahan one more day only .


Baby had confirmed the date of his POP with me .
i'll be going over with baby's parents .
so die die no matter what i dont care how i sure will
either take leave or take off on 13 june .

I msged Simon like last week but yet to get a reply .
Damian was saying he already took leave from 6 or 7 june to 13 june .
so i cant take off or leave that day .
so what ue have already booked months ago .

Fuck it man .
i dont plan things & how would i know everything clashes .
baby has had a week of block leave .
& i fucking have to stay in SG & i cant take off or leave .
even my birthday ue put me on pending leave & never want to let me take off .
so is it that i plan or all the while ue are the one planning .

Other than your sales & talkings damn superb .
your character your everything just sucks .

I hate to see ue every now & then when Bernard's off .
i hate to act along with ue for being fake .
i hate to talk to ue for ue think ue are always right .
i just fucking feel like giving ue one tight slap to Taiwan now
so ue can save your airticket .

At times ,
i think back what Angel told me before i start working in this company .
i dont quite believe what Angel said & how she had been tortured" .
now i felt like i was her in the past when things happened .
i just couldnt believe why this kind of people exists .

Never will i meet people like ue in my life .

This month will be another month of shortages & no hitting of comm .
well , hitting or not hitting comm. i've given up .
the economy is so bad that months after working here .
i only hit my comm. twice & after deducting the shortages
which is still not enough my own salary pay is deducted .
well well well .
who to blame ?
myself .

The thought of everything just makes my blood boils .

Just hung up phone with baby .

Cracking my brain to think of how to celebrate baby's birthday .

Awww ...

Back at home .
told daddy that i've eaten but actually i have yet to .
so i'm eating bread now .

Daddy wanted to on lights for me .
but ended up black-out .
haha =)

Waiting for baby now .

I'm so tired .
shall have a good rest tonight .

Angel called HG to tell me some stuffs .
will be seeing jesslyn tomorrow .

Daddy called my hp to ask what i feel like eating later on .

I just went her blog .
my tears filled my eyes .
i held on to them as i'm working .
i felt sad for her but i cant understand .

The post of hers made me looked back to what i had in the past
which i never cherish at all .

Why cant people just understand people when one is trying to make everyone happy ?

Why cant people think of people's feelings ?

I seriously dont understand humans .

Must we all come to a part when something bad happen then we will wake up & look back to the past learning how bad that we have lost all precious times .

I swear that i miss my lifes with my friends/sisters .
i was all along a boyfriend's girl who stick with boyfriend all the time .
& totally neglect my surroundings which i totally regretted till now .
i neglected my families , my studies & my friends & my sisters .
& worse of all my bloody attutide .

My ears went deaf on everyone who tried to talk to me especially JOAN .
we were once so close yet i didnt cherish .
our closeness became distance & eventually disappearing .

There's a saying , jiu de bu qu ; xin de bu lai .

I remembered kawaii bitches , kkts , QS ...

Till now this had always been weighing down on me .
i had no friends to turn to when i have troubles .
i have no friends to turn to when i am feeling down .
i have no friends to share my good news with .
nobody was there for me when i fell down .

Everything changes when i step out of school life .
& things got worse .

I miss those times when we were all younger in school & bball times.
though i was a boyfriend's girl .
& we did not have much time together .
& & it got worse now as everyone was either busy with work or schooling or families or boyfriends or their new friends .

I remembered once my computer died on me ,
i lost every single photos of everyone .
every single ones stored in my computer .
i cried & cried .
but baby assured me that he has had some of them in his portable harddisk .

In fact , i felt i owe them apologys .

But i am glad to know that they still treat me as their friends/sisters till today .

As for now i felt so lucky & xinfu already ,
i have a doting & caring & patient boyfriend who loves me dearly .
i have a good & lovely family who loves me too .
& i so glad to still have ue guys .

I had many regrets in my life .

I learnt lots of lessons in my life .

I had lost lots of valuables in my life .

I hope to see everyone of my friends soon .

I'm just letting out how i feel after reading Angel's post .

Missed my alighting stop .
& i had to get down the next one .
walked back to shop in the big hot sun .

It's still early
so i went market to buy crispy mee for didi & Cigg .
& went Watsons first before opening shop .

Early morning but i spend like almost 30bucks already .
excluding transportation & makan .

Hungry leh .
SaiCo Bernard eat MACDONALDS .
he's so shagged lor .
i want the Mac glass cups .

Should order Mac soon .

Came across this cute little baby photo .
the eyes damn big can .

LOL .
mum thought i have no lessons .
because i did not circle in the calendar .
so i check it out on cdc website .
indeed i have lessons .

Oooh .
& i forgot something .
my another instructor's screenprotector & hardcase .
oh my gosh .

Off to bathe .

I AM VERY FULL NOW .

If i go hungry ,
i will let myself be that very hungry till i bth then i eat .
BUT
when i eat ,
i will eat till i drop until i really bth .

That's a very bad thing to do .
but what to do .

I gotta transfer money over to the seller whom i ordered stuffs from .
NO $ = NO ORDERS .

& i forget to mention .
HG did a very spectac sales today .
my first time seeing so low in profit .
GG to me & Bernard .
i heard main AMK wasnt any better .

On the phone with baby now .
just now i cooked hao ,
on lappie placed my spaghetti water
sat down & my phone rang .

Waited for the bus for like more than 20 minutes .
complained in the msg to baby
& the bus came in like 5 secs after i sent to baby .

Everytime i complain to baby .
then things will go my way .

I made myself starve & baby's unhappy .

Baby hang on there alright .
thursday is coming in like 1 more hour time .

I'll be having pratical again tomorrow .
then the next lessons will be next week .

Drink more water, baby !
your throat is going haywire .

Baby lights off already but he secretly talk to me .
Ooops .
kelian chong .
Stupid CALVIN lah .
ue must be torture in the past .

Bernard just came .
just nice i hung up phone call with Js kor .
told him what happen yesterday .
to me it's an insult towards my friend .
even my boyfriend never even commented on my friends .
who are ue to do so .
jolly well just shut your bloody dirty mouth .
case closed .
not gona mention anything about ue freak .
only to dirty my blog .

I fucking hate the circuits now .
all went all without car dying until back to the circuit .
LOL .

& i finally found someone more talkative .
& & he's like a freak .
& & & also a cleaniness freak .
oh my god .
still can complain to me that this & that .
what a early day i had today .

I woke up feeling so hungry .
& more energy drained up while driving .
LOL .

Gona go have my late breakfast & early lunch soon .

Is Angel coming HG today ?

& i wonder what's baby doing .

I almost late for lessons .
i couldnt get myself to get out of the bed this morning .
so tired even i had like 7hours of sleep .

If only there's 36 hours per day ,
i'll spend like 20 hours to sleep .
the rest for work .

Gotta go out liao .
i'm late .
shit !

Js kor , i'll call ue after my lessons ended .

Just cook hao only .
having my long lost spaghetti .

At the same time i'm waiting for baby's phone call .

& i cant stop thinking of what to tell my instructor .

I'm fucking hungry now .
had my breakfast & lunch at 11am ,
till now i had nothing else but S .

LOL .
if baby were to know sure scold me .

Js kor & his friend came & left too .
bought 3 screenprotectors for me .

Damian was so bad enough to comment about JS kor & his friend .
wtf right if ue were to know what he commented .
damn ue gotta haf some retribution larh .

My instructor came with 2 boxes & left with the same 2 boxes .
LOL .
i dono what to say other than GG .
i dono how to face the school .
lol , i dont think i did a good thing .
i did not close the deal because of some reasons .
GG that's all .
& Damian just fuck care about it .
saying this & that lah .
what ever it is .
it's over now .
& i felt so useless .

If only Bernard was here today .

Gona do closing soon i guess .
printed cards already & the printer jammed again .

Should i cook spaghetti later or should i not ?

Damian just came but went to buy Cigg .

I'm labelled a "sot sot teh" from my driving instructor .
LOL , & WTF ?

Set alarm & woke up at 6am to msg baby .

Baby asked me not to purposely wake up .
& i went back to bed .

Daddy call home to wake me up again at 7am .

& i had a funny dream .
we went to some place called "KV" & it's organised by SIMON .
LOLS , what a dream & it's a messy dream though .

Shall go buy my food soon so hungry liao .

Back home .
& lost the mood to cook already .

Waiting for baby to call me now .

Yet another person in baby's camp claimed he knows me .

Feeling moody since then .

& i'm so tired .

Shall bathe & go to bed .

There's practical lessons tomorrow .

& & i feel so hungry can .
i wish baby was here .

Finished the bottle of MoguMogu that Bernard bought for me .

Bernard's sleeping now while i have to tend to the shop .

Wondering why he always need to sleep at work ?
what is he doing at night after work ?
well , it's none of my business anyway .

Angel skype half way lost liao .

Blog-hopping now .

Arghhhhh .

Wondering what's baby doing now ?

I forgot is it that baby told me last night or this morning
that something had been cancelled .
i forgot what is it about .
oh my , my STMS are getting worse .

The sun is so hot .
OHDEAR .

Someone help .

Bernard & i were like rotting at work .
seeing cars driving past .

With the aircon half spoilt .
& the fan like no strength .

Resulting us to be like 2 roasted pigs .

Baby's packing his bunk now .

I had a dream this morning .
shall i say a good dream or a bad dream .
anyway , the dream will be known soon .

Both mummy & i woke up suddenly because her phone fell down to the floor .
& it was only like before 6am ?
OOOPS .
left baby a msg asking why he haven wakey wakey .
& msged me saying that he's awake & about to go fall in at 06.09am
& & msged me again at 06.11am asking me why i wakey up so early .
& & & to ask me go back to sleep .
by then i was already half-asleep ..

I'm so tired lah .
with the hot sun making me sleeping damn even more sleepy .

Had my lunch .
still feeling so full now .

Back home at 9 plus .
babydaddy sent me home .

Watching CJ-7 with korkor & didi .

Waiting for baby's call .

Will be upgrading my Singtel plan soon .

Back to baby's home .

Went Tampines Mall to have tepanyaki for lunch .

Baby & i went PlazaS to catch a movie .
watched Night At The Museum 2 .


Baby bought 8days & iweekly which comes in a hotpink bag .
with some lil' goodies inside .

Baby's using his com while i'm using my lappie .

Gotta have some dinner & baby's off to work again .
& i shall be back at my own home .

Before that i need to pack baby's bag first .

& take the birdnest that my mummy cook for baby to drink
before baby book in .

& & babymummy & babydaddy stike 4D .
LOL .

I wonder where is our babynef ? <3 .

Yippeeex .
baby's home at 8.28am .
baby came in our room .
put his bag down quietly .
but i'm a light-sleeper .
i woke up & we hugged .

& i had a bad dream at 7plus am .
struggled to wake up & call baby while crying .

Baby just bathe hao
& playing his PS3 game .

I cant get back to sleep for i'm so excited .

Babyparents & sister are all awake .
they will be going for breakfast as usual every Sunday at 10am plus .

I'm still tired yet unable to sleep .

Go accompany baby game ler .

Had my bubble-bath .
my shower bath is running out .
baby have yet to bring me out to buy them .

Channel 62 like ghost movie .
Channel 8 show finishing & going to be like ghost show too .

& i'm only like left with PSP to play till i sleep .

I'm tired already but can i get to sleep .

Have to adapt to life here alone without baby
before i really move in totally which is like so so so soon ?


Like another 7 hours to go before seeing baby .
but when baby's back ,
i think i will be so like a pig on the bed shaping a starfish .
LOL <3 .

Then went to flower stall, buy sunflower and forget-me-nots. Actually want buy for xf one, then forget bring shop keys, then dropped the idea, and seliegie tou hwa also. Want to call you, forget to bring my phone.

Extracted from Angel's blog .

Thanks sister .
am so touched can .
so next time when ue drop by Hg's market ,
do remember to bring along HG's keys & your HP !
<3 .

If fen you all, you all sure talk about the past, miss the times when we are young, really hilarious. Most funny one, is heard fen kanna kiap by bus doors, then in bus everyone at first dead dead one, give her kpkb !@#!@! LOL. Fen I miss you. Joan I miss you. Baby I miss you. Joan and baby, I can remember the times we at bball court, play vball bball. Go Joan house slack, go kendrick room zi siao kendrick. Then last time kendrick ITE that time, remember how we told joan, wah Joan your korkor very handsome leh. I miss the times with you baby, go out with you all this, Joan I miss vball with you and pearlyn. Told xf maybe 2 weeks ltr, I open one steamboat for u all, I host. Then we volleyball and mj. Heehee.

Extracted from Angel's blog .

Lol .
must ue remind of the incident on the bus ?

Well i miss school days alot .
& i regretted not finishing my secondary school .
now i miss wearing school uniforms .

& everyone has their own life now
resulting not able to meet up so often together .

I miss those days .
& i really do .

I miss everyone .
i miss those days when we were younger too .

If only time could ,
but i know it's impossible to do so .

Shall have a gathering real soon organise by Angel .
hope everyone's free & be able to turn up .

/Photos uploaded 28may 12.19am

Currently at baby's house .
babydaddy was so kind enough to fetch me from work .
then to my house to take my lappie & sunblock

& back to baby's house .

On our bed using lappie with babymummy testing the aircon .
baby doggie also in room with us .
& baby's doggie name is also called BABY .
LOL .
have yet to repair .
arghhhhhh ..

Scv-ing & internet msging with baby while blogging
& babymummy entertaining the dog & me .

I charged my PSP full battery to play
afraid that i couldnt get to sleep later .
charged my clipmusic as well .

Actually babymummy wanted me not to tell baby that i'm coming over .
to give baby a surprise when he sees me in the morning .
but i cant stand it & just blurted out to baby .
so baby & i have to act like we dont know .
& baby have to act real surprise tomorrow .
couldnt talk to baby on the phone ,
because baby parents asked me not to in order to surprise .
but i said baby & i always talk on the phone &
baby mummy told me to tell baby that my house phone spoilt .
LOL . cute eh .
so i secretly called baby with his house phone when i step into our room ,
& told him that we couldnt talk in order not to expose the surprise .

Well well ,
baby went to bed & will be sleeping soon .
so that he will be able to wake early & book out after breakfast ,
& bring me out to gaigai with full energy .

Packing HG in the afternoon .
have yet to finish .
& we threw lots of things away .

& i received my J-lens .
i paid for REG postage but receive it through normal postage .
what is that siah .
emailed the seller & yet to get a reply .
& i received my kits too which i ordered yesterday .

I'm so nua-ed on baby's bed .
need to go bathe soon .
now like one week once i can come baby house .
whereas last time like everyday i will come back to
baby house instead of my own house .
but babyparents kept asking me to come over to stay even baby in camp .
but i scared i cant sleep & travelling to work is further .

Good nights baby <3 .
see ue tomorrow .

Oh my god lah .
i love the new Canon Blings Camera .
& it's RED in colour .

I so want that camera can .

Vote for me lah .
i'm at page 12 No. 556 .

http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/vote/



Off to bathe & to work .
almost late soon .

Miss my baby .

& msged Damian about my off day next week .
hopefully a Sunday !

Oh dear .
almost 12am .
if baby knows sure say me .
so late still haven sleep .

I dont know what imeem doing siah .
i change my playlist & song .
worse siah .
now the song only like chorus part .

Shall do it tml .
i need to sleep .
arghhh .
hopefully baby calls me at 1am before he sleeps .
if not i will beat his backside when i sees him .

<3 babynef & baby .

Back home .
& baby had live shooting till 1am .
oh my god lah .

Baby called at 3.05pm using his friend's hp .

Well , it's Simon's birthday today .
& i got to any know it through Simon's friend .
LOL , & Angel also don't know .

Had been Mac-ing this few days .
because i want to collect the cups .
when i move house i want to use them .
had like 2 green ,3 pink , 3 blue at the moment .
gave babymummy 1 pink .
there's more to come .
yipeees .

Since i'm free now .
i shall upload all those photos since exactly 1 week ago .
Some of the stuffs i ordered online came last week .


Stuffs that baby bought for me few days back .



There's more to post but i'm just lazy .
been online shopping more frequently recently
but the stuffs are not for me nor baby .

Photos all uploaded since 15may .
gona go bathe & sleep .
it's getting late & i'm tired .

Just had another bread .
stocks just came not long ago .
the sun is shinning so brightly .
& it's very hot in shop .

Baby must be damn busy lor .
poor boy .
confinement this weekend .
only 80% of chances of booking out on sunday .
saturday already confirm kana confine liao .

Bernard's treating me Mac .
just had Mac yesterday with Damian .
well , Bernard owes me a treat anyway .

Shall order Mac when i'm back from the toilet .

Mama make kaya bread for me .
& bread with cheese .
packed some in the lunch box as well .

Gota change & head off to work .

Slept like before 11pm last night .
home at 10.17pm .
baby was asleep already .
anyway , baby saw my msg & called me back .
so that i could sleep well .

Set alarm at 4am to call baby to hear his voice .
then i went back to sleep .

I'm still so tired lah .

Will be repacking HG later on .
bless me please .

Damian mopped the floor at HG yesterday .
LOL .
he posted for me & wanted me to blog saying that he's finding PTjob .
to clean house for people .
1 hour = $10 .

Back & sold 2 phones .
LOL .
& both customers came at the same time .
wanting to buy phones .
they settle their models they are getting .

Rushing through the invoice for the first customer .
everyone was like talking to me at the same time .

Then Damian came back .
to help me settle the second customer .

& phew i'm back to blog .

Shall have MacDonalds later with Damian .
i want the cups .

Baby have yet to msg or call me .
but baby told me last night this few days he will be very busy
at least to let me know what he's busy with .
shooting range .
hope ue enjoy .

I'm so hungry wondering what time Damian wants to eat .

Was slightly late for work like 10 minutes .
on the way on bus ,
Damian msged me saying he will be late with sore eyes .
LOL .

Opened the shop .
the crowd came ,
surrounding my whole front .

Damian went to cut hair .

BRB .

Preparing off to work already .

Baby woke up like so early .
LOL 5plus in the morning to fall in .

Gona be a busy day for baby !

Blog when i'm at work .

Wilson at HG today .
Bernard's off day .
& he's going to bring his gf to abortion .
hais =( .

/Photos uploaded 22may 10.53pm .

Home & eating my dinner .
didi bought 2 books paid by daddy .
i bought some stuffs from guardian .

Lrt-ed to plaza .
went NTUC to buy hotdogs , cheese , white bread ,
didi's soyabean & a oilment .

Walked home after that .

Finish my dinner & i shall be off to bed waiting for baby's phone call .

Baby called ,
on the phone now .

I thought i was stronger .
but when i heard baby's voice .
i just couldn't help it .
i felt like a small baby towards baby .

Lights off soon .
which means phone hung up .
& i'll be going bed too .

/Photos uploaded 22may 10.48pm

Baby's in camp already .
babydaddy fetched me home .

Well , now i'm just so boring .
how i wish time could stop whenever baby book out .

Morning after pratical lessons .
bus-ed back home .
then meeting baby at 1pm .
ended up i makeupmakeup .

slowly dilly dally .
baby asked me to cab over tanah merah .

Met till baby & his friends .
cabbed over to the MacPerson ITE to collect baby's graduation cert .

wasn't able to collect it until 5pm .
waited waited waited .

Off we cabbed home .

baby bathed & we went out to AMK Hub .

had lunch at MOS Burger because baby said it's a long time since i had it .
I ate like i havent ate for days .
a fish burger , minestrone soup , clam chowder soup ,
family set of butterfly prawns
& of cause i cant finish & wasted food again .
baby had a rice burger set .

Bought baby's new game .
slacked & walked around .
drove over to J8 .
went arcade & caught air .

Went home ,
baby took his No.4 uniform while i waited for him in the car .
off to MacPerson ITE again to collect .

& baby car kana hit by the hump .
because baby never see the hump & step on accelerator .
LOL .
poor yellow ducky .

Then headed home .
baby played his new game & i accompany him .

Times passed so fast & almost 7pm .
off we sent baby to Camp .

Daddy just back from work .
poor daddy got no voice .
daddy & mummy both sick .

I gotta bring didi going to CP walk walk .
feeling so boring without baby by my side .
blog again later .

/Photos uploaded 22may 10.45pm
Currently at baby's house .

baby gona book in soon .
confinement this weekend .
oh dear =X .

Shall tonight .
i'm so tired .
accomapny baby go play PS3 first .
baby bought a new new game .

The sky's turning dark .
seems like going to rain soon .

Baby hasnt call/msg since last night .
must be a busy day for baby .

I'm so hungry & i dont know what to eat .

Slept at 11.30pm last night .
& i went to Punggol to meet a lady from SMHF to get some stuffs .

Daddy bought MacDonalds for me .
daddy had been working so long hours nowadays .
poor daddy .
but for the sake of us no choice lah .

Waited for baby's call & went to bed .
so tired since sunday night .

Top-ed up my CDC account again .
mummy transfered money to me .
because she knows i'm so broke now .

Car171 today .
before ending instructor asked to drive through S crank .
& i was like " i cant see i cant see "
& then he was like " i know ue cant see because ue hit the curb already "
LOL .
i hit it before turning out .
shag .

Mummy strike 4D on sunday .
she gave me her ticket to collect for her
as she's busy for her course which is ending tml .
jiayou mummy for the upcoming tests .

Tml's my off day + sunday as last week no off day .
but there's practical in the morning .
will be meeting baby in the afternoon .

Was discussing with baby on whether to go out straight or go home first .
ended up baby wanted me to go back home after lesson ,
instead of going tanah merah to meet him .
baby's afraid that i might be tired after lessons ,
so baby will cab home after booking out
& then drive over to fetch me .

One regular customer kept entertaining Bernard .
talking about anything lor .
from humans to life to his cab driving life to picking up passengers
to people from Geylang to his Karaoke life to his SEX life ?
NOW POKER CARDS on how to cheat .
LOL . wtf ??~
he's been here an hour or more .
because he reach earlier than me when i reach at 10.12am .
now already 11.11am .

I gona go collect mummy's winnnings & off to buy food .
so hungry .
i wana mummum . =)

/Photos uploaded 22may 10.42pm

Raining almost the whole day .
rain & stop rain & stop .
now drizzling only .
off the fan too .
damn cold can .

Bernard slept just now while i look after shop .
=) i'm just so tired as well .

My head on & off on & off dizzy .
it's like my head so heavy & something pulling it .
i cant eat panadol because baby dont like .
& i feel feverish on my forehead .
maybe the weather is cold thus my hands are cold .
so when i touch my forehead i feel like i'm having slight fever .

Just had 2 cans of Fruit tree mango nata de coco ,
& chipsters hot&spicy shared with Bernard .

Bernard's playing his PSP .
i should have bought mine out as well .

I'm so tired that i wish i could go back home & sleep now .
& i still have practical tml morning .

Shop so quiet today .
so pekchek when customers fucking talk so soft
as if they were talking to ants .
& if not they dont even know what they want to buy .
ohmygod .

& i'm trying to cut down on S .
only 2 sticks till now .

Wanted to msg Angel .
but after typing all out .
i deleted it instead of sending it out .
she's off today ,
didnt want to disturb her .
but i'm not feeling well .
NB lah .

How i wish baby was here by myside to take care of me .
<3 .

/Photos upload 22may 10.23pm

Waited like 15 minutes for the bus .
from so early to work till slightly late for work .

Slept at 11.12pm last night .
12 hours of sleep & i'm still dizzy .
guess i'm gona be sick .

I'm so hungry .
Bernard still owes me a Mac Meal but he doesnt want to buy for me .

I miss ue baby .

Photos will be uploaded tonight if i'm feeling better .

Shall blog about the saturday & sunday .

Saturday .
Baby went discovery centre in the morning .
booked out drove over to find me as i'm working .
it's good to see baby .

& baby bought a bouquet of roses for me
because he knows that i bought roses to myself on friday .



Baby pinched me on my face & asked me why i go back home so late .
LOL .
i'm sorry lah baby .
i know ue worried about me .

Baby went for car-washing & ended up car-wax too .
now yellow ducky so shinny .
till baby & i can see our reflections so clearly .

Baby went home after that .

Skyped with baby's when he's home .

came & fetch me after work .
& something stunning happen again before closing .

I think i've yet to blog about we found a wallet few days back .
suddenly so busy on thursday night before closing .
there was this guy with his friends ,
he came to buy topup cards .
then he left his wallet on the showcase .
Bernard & i didnt realised it until my customer
who was buying phone from me told us .
took it & put it in shop .

Bernard checked the wallet money .
& there's so like many types of currency notes .
i was checking for the identity card or permit .
wasnt any & i found phone numbers of other countries
instead of singapore ones .

Supposingly Bernard wanted to take the money .
i said a big no .
because i understand how the person who lost it feel .
if i cant find my things i very pekchek liao .
somemore the person is dono where he lost it .
so even more pekchek one .

Told Simon about it the wallet .

Then Saturday night ,
Bernard said he like to taking the SGnotes in the wallet first .
& i was like friday ue just take your half month pay leh .
so fast all spend liao ah .
then he said he have had lots of things to pay for .
i asked him again .
if dont have this wallet ,
then ue want to touch the cash . ( i paused )
i know i shouldnt carry on .
let him be .
he said he will put them back on sunday morning .

At least even i KPO i still must tell Simon .
& as i mentioned that i will wash my hands off everything .
but this concerns money so i have no choice ,
so i still have to say .

But Simon told me that he already expected it anyway .
last 2 weeks Simon called me to ask me to keep an eye already .

Told baby i so want to go pasar malam .
forgot whose blog i read saying about Tampines there got .
so told baby .
but i scared baby tired .
so i dont want to go .
& ended up baby said he hungry want to go eat pasta mania .
so went Tampines Mall .
lol , & ended up baby's not hungry .
because baby knows for sure that i wouldnt want to go
for fear that baby's tired .
well , =) .
nothing much there .
baby bought me a pair of lashes .
& baby bought me the Neutrogen Wave .

Bought Mac home near baby's house as i want to glass cups .
drove home & realised that they didnt give us the cups .
LOL , drove back again to take the cups .
baby let me drive his car when he went to take the cup .
but lol , i parking like fail .
still stuck in the position for so long .

Home again
ate out Mac meals & off to bed .
& continue watching our dvds .

Sunday .
Woke up slightly early .
baby bought me to his downstairs coffeeshop
to have my long-lost dried extra spicy extra black meehoonkuay .
super yummy lorh .
shiok shiok shiok .
since like months when i last ate it .
i used it eat it almost every other day in the past .
but now , it seems like no more everyday meehoonkuay nor meesoto .

Went Tampines mall , Tampines 1 , then to Parkway Parade .
Had lunch again at the cafebar .

the seafood soup was super nice .

as for the spaghetti still so-so only lah .
ordered 2 linuine vongole ,
one in white wine style , another in aligo oilo style .


still Fin & Spageddies spaghettis nicer .
calms is really free i supposed ?

& i wasted food again .

Back to work then .
baby went over to my house to chat with mummy .
then home baby went to prepare & pack his bag for booking in .
sorry baby that i'm not able to accompany ue to book in .

Baby came at evening time to accompany me again .
thanks darling .
baby drove back around 7.30pm i forgot .

Kept going toilet again .
wondering that did i drink so much water .
maybe i did .

Bernard accompany me to market toilet before we parted after closing .

Then off he went to drinking with his father & Damian .

I bus-ed home .
feeling unwell since i reach home .

Waited for baby's phonecall & off i went to bed .

feeling so unwell .