bad dream again

/edited 10.20pm
Bus-ed home like finally but cabbed to work .
cooked spaghetti again .
on bus called home to tell mum to take out the ingredients .
mum was so nice to help chopped garlic & peeled prawns & cut hotdogs .

Am talking to baby now .
over the phone baby was memorising his papers ,
preparing for his tests tomorrow .

Baby asked me not to keep eating spaghetti everyday .
LOL =X .
so i dont think i'll be cooking or eating spaghetti tomorrow .
I hope baby can pass his test .
if not confinement .
everything there also confinement .
stupid-iest of all .

Mum told me the plants she looked after bloomed flowers & fruits ?
if i'm not wrong it was ahgong's plants .





I rushed out of home today .
leaving my anti-botics at home .
why am i so blur like sotong .
i couldn't eat my medicine when i'm at work .
when will i totally recover .
i'm going to eat 2 tablets now .

Daddy made 2x2=4 , 4x2=8 pieces of bread with kaya for me .
i bought them to work
& eat while watching my dvds .

Had been following up the dvd .
so damn nice lorh .
but very long siah .
paused & watched & paused & watched if there's customers .

I alighted cab in front of shop .
first thing i step into shop .
Bernard looked at me & kept smiling .
LOL , i was like WTF ?
then he told me he very shagged .
i asked what happen again this time .
Bernard : i think this year ue sure able to attend my wedding liao .
Me : (SHOCKED) why ? ue say alot of times liao .
Bernard : my gf pregnant , i going to be daddy .
Me : good lorh . expected already . we just discussed this topic last month when your gf menses was late .
Bernard : really damn shag ? how ?
Me : anyway ue already plan to marry her , sooner or later what .

& throughout the whole day of today he kept laughing to himself .
& kept saying shagged ,
& kept saying one head , two head big .
& kept calling his family , brothers , colleagues .

Wore my levis jeans to work .
so long since i wore it out .
luckily i didn't put on weight .
but i think i grew shorter .
because the jeans were like longer
or maybe that i never wear heels .
hahas . =/ .

Many things happened recently .
i don't understand why it's like so unfair to me .
seeing one by one .
makes me feel that i'm a useless person .
nothing to comment on .
let nature takes it course .

Oh my god .
consecutive 2 days kept having bad dreams .