Cherrymummy's birthday

/edited 10.19pm
I cooked spaghetti again .
same ingredients .

Waiting for baby's phone call now .

Angel came HG today to settle the everything .
i phoned her to buy LJS for me .
she knows exactly what i want to eat when i tell her i want LJS .

And as usual the shortages of mine pilled up to $70++ .
told her about how baby parents felt about my job .
but they would definitely respect me for my final decision made .

If i were to leave ,
i would definitely let ue or Simon know about it .
so dont worry about it .
i still happy with my work there .

I just feeling so unwell .
i had been visiting the toilet so often that even angel BWG .
the ***** increased each time .
making me so uncomfortable .
serious & sharp in my abdomen .
there's definitely something wrong with me .
told babymummy about it .
i might be going to a doctor tomorrow .
Angel says she want to accompany me there .
so sweet of her , though she has classes .

Cabbed home with Angel after work .

Happy birthday to Cherrymummy .
I love ue ~
<3 .

I couldn't wakey .
i'm so tired .
but i think i had a good night sleep .
i miss baby & baby .
wana see ue soon .

Angel just called to ask whether i'm feeling better .
yes i'm , but still pain when ***-*** .
LOL , but it's so much better already .

Ohh yesterday i nearly had black-out
when i'm walking back to shop after buying food .
so i walked near the wall .
the vision was dark & blur .
so long since i had this visions already .

Tomorrow will be our anniversary .
42 months already !
how i wish we could celebrate together .
or maybe just to see ue would also be a good thing .
<3 .