Fucking sleepy can & fucking suana .
i dont feel like waking up every day .
how i wish i'm either working at office hours or rather that my now working hours isnt that long .
i dont think i can hold on any longer .

The days when i have driving i have the wake up as early as 6am .
after lessons rush the work .
work for 12 long long hours .
& then home at 10.30pm at least .
i cooked , bathed , blog , surf net , wait for baby's call .
by the time almost 12am or even later .
& the next day i will have to wake at 6am again for driving .

Baby had lessons on kicking today .
LOL .
it's already friday .
i'll be able to see baby on saturday afternoon
& my off day on sunday .
tahan one more day only .


Baby had confirmed the date of his POP with me .
i'll be going over with baby's parents .
so die die no matter what i dont care how i sure will
either take leave or take off on 13 june .

I msged Simon like last week but yet to get a reply .
Damian was saying he already took leave from 6 or 7 june to 13 june .
so i cant take off or leave that day .
so what ue have already booked months ago .

Fuck it man .
i dont plan things & how would i know everything clashes .
baby has had a week of block leave .
& i fucking have to stay in SG & i cant take off or leave .
even my birthday ue put me on pending leave & never want to let me take off .
so is it that i plan or all the while ue are the one planning .

Other than your sales & talkings damn superb .
your character your everything just sucks .

I hate to see ue every now & then when Bernard's off .
i hate to act along with ue for being fake .
i hate to talk to ue for ue think ue are always right .
i just fucking feel like giving ue one tight slap to Taiwan now
so ue can save your airticket .

At times ,
i think back what Angel told me before i start working in this company .
i dont quite believe what Angel said & how she had been tortured" .
now i felt like i was her in the past when things happened .
i just couldnt believe why this kind of people exists .

Never will i meet people like ue in my life .

This month will be another month of shortages & no hitting of comm .
well , hitting or not hitting comm. i've given up .
the economy is so bad that months after working here .
i only hit my comm. twice & after deducting the shortages
which is still not enough my own salary pay is deducted .
well well well .
who to blame ?
myself .

The thought of everything just makes my blood boils .