Monday, May 11, 2009

Lonely night

/Photos uploaded 11may 11.47pm

/edited 10.01pm
Home .
baby's daddy sent me home .
left work early to visit mum .
ended up i reached there visiting hours over .
nbcb . =( .
it's been so long since babydaddy sent me home from other places
other than Tampines , Tanah Merah .
supposingly since baby got his license & even lesser when baby got his own car .
& babydaddy seems to forget the route to my home until he saw RVP .
sengkang area to them still seems so messy .

Baby booked in already .
thanks baby !
& i did it with ue .
waiting for his bus now to go in their base .

Daddy just came back from fetching didi from tuition .
oh my god .
the house seems so empty .
didi just had his bath too & getting ready to sleep .
big brother is already sleeping .
left daddy =) .

It's still slightly early ,
i shall upload some photos first before i bathe & sleep .
most importantly ,
i'm waiting for baby's phonecall .
call me soon baby !
i love ue .

I kept thinking that it was a Sunday .
as baby always book in on Sundays .
well .
it's already going to past Monday .
Tuesday coming ,Wednesday ,
Thursday , Friday , & Saturday .
baby will be booking out again .

No off days for me this week .
except for half day leave for pratical .

Tonight i will be so lonely with
baby booking in tonight when i cant go with him .
mummy's in the hospital when i cant go & see her .

I'll try talking to Simon .
but i dont think he'll allow .
been like requesting this & that recently .
but is not i want lor .
not i plan also .
hais , but
i hope he allows me to see my mummy by leaving work earlier .
because by the time i reach there after work .
gone -.- bye , visiting time over already .
& it's useless for me to go there liao .

It's raining now at HG .
baby said Tampines wasnt raining .
LOL .

Baby polishing boots now .
going Tampines 201 there to collect his alter-ed pants later .

I wish baby can book out everyday .
but it's impossible now lah .

So near yet so far always .

Practical lessons tml , wednesday & thursday if i'm not wrong .
Sunday too . *

Baby sent me to work as usual .
red nose , teary eyes resulted as i miss baby .
got to book in tonight .

My stomach hurts since last night .
the dinner at Pariss Marina Square .

Just had my lunch at 12.15pm .
i cant finished the food .
some more i eat vegetarian food .
it's like one times hundred thousands sinful-ness added & doubled .
oh my god .
so i asked baby ,
permission to waste food , baby ?
permission granted from baby .
i'm so so so sorry .

Just i called Simon .
Simon allows me to go off early .
thanks Simon but i feel so bad .
so i msged Simon to deduct my pay .
maybe that will make me feel better .
he's a good boss .
but i feel i like so bad .
no choice , what to do .
my mum's in hospital .
not i want also .
i hope mummy's feeling better .
i hopes he understand my feelings too .
too many things happen recently .

Now 1.23pm ,
it's going to rain big big again .
going to have my S now .

Bernard playing with his PSP .
left me to only entertain myself .
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Sunday .
Continued .
Baby & i went out around 2plus .
wore our first jersey out together .
headed to my house first .
to see mummy & also to take my skirt .

Home , i persauded mummy to go hospital .
mummy passed me the BigSweep ticket which she won .

Headed down to Tampines 201 to meet baby & his campmates .
to do alter-ion for their Navy pants .

Then had our first meal at the coffee shop .
parted & left .
went to town .

Parked at Cineleisure .

walked to Taka , Wisma , Lido .
back to Cine .
drove to PlazaS .

Baby bought me my sunblock & a lil cleanser
which i can put in my bag .

Went TrueLove by SK .
baby nearly bought the Diamond ring for me .
LOL , i insisted on not getting them first .
until when it's nearer then he buy .
*smiles*

Drove over to MarinaSquare .

at the carpark ,
baby let me park his car .
lol , i'm a parking retard .
i cant even see the white lines in the mirror .
baby is my guide .
left abit , right abit .
lols .

Went Topman to get baby's long sleeve .
but i helped mixed & matched .
LOL , with another Navy coloured shorts .

Well , so mum was admitted in the later part of the afternoon day .
so daddy see to her admission stuffs .

My handsome boy !
forgot to take photos , arghh .

Babymummy strike 4D .
baby's carplate again .
but this time i never buy .
babymummy told me saturday she strike also ,
but ask me not to tell baby .
LOL .
but i just cant keep my mouth shut & not tell baby .
babymummy bought the top & shorts for baby .
she wanted to get me something as well .
but i dont feel like getting anything from Topshop .
nothing caught my eyes .

Pariss called .

went up & have our dinner .
damn crowded with humans !
people were like snatching foods .
omg omg .

Some pictures of the buffet & food .
not much though .
busy eating .





The hard & disgusting chicken chop .

& the Fucking brainless China waitress girl was playing with this Sg waiter guy .
& i happen to just pass by .
*Piang* , CRASHED . *BROKEN*
the plates , utensils , cups , black pepper crab leftovers ,
came felling down on my leg & scandals .
i was like WHAT THE FUCK .
i was having Questions Marks on my head .
i turned and looked at baby .
baby rushed over .
lol . the broken pieces were all over the floor .
inside my scandals .
i walked on my heels with baby holding on the me .
both the waitress & the waiter hurried to clear the stuffs .
hoping not to let their manager see .
& they fucking apologised to me with no sincere-ness
& they were still laughing .
what the heck is that .
i kept my cool & not flare .
it's mother's day & i dont wish to spoilt anything .
so i did not file a complaint to their manager .
but if i did i sure will let that brainless china girl
can jolly well pack her bags & go back to her country .
fucking idiots .
i just happened to walk past them .
maybe i suay .

Pariss dinner ended ,
before we left we took some photos .
& there was a mother's day cake given to us .


Parted with babyparents ,
will be seeing them at home .
as baby & his father each drives a car out .

Went S .
& down the escalator to carpark .



& TTS to visit my mummy .
i didnt allow baby to go visit my mummy .
as i dont want to have him declared & being quarantined .
but on the way over .
babymummy called & said somethings which made me tears .
but i know she cared .
that's why she said those words .
but ...
anyway , baby cheered me up .
& it's not a big matter either .

Home after that .
soccer match was over .
ManU won anyway .

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