/Photos uploaded 11may 10.22pm

Woke up .
i didnt sleep well today .
i kept waking up when sleeping .
i'm afraid baby would leave me alone to book in .
LOL , just a dream .


Had my bath .
waiting for baby to go bath
after he upload songs & photos into his new gadget .

Baby changed from n1208 to e51 ,
transferred me back to money which i declined .
but still ...
the money's in my account .

Dragged at home till almost 3pm plus 4pm then we left house .
because i threw bad tantrum at baby .
& wasted the whole morning & half afternoon .
had tepanyaki for late lunch .

Hurt my right hand .
it was caught in between the window screen & the door .
what the ..
& i was pressing the wrong button which resulted my hands
to be "kiap" & blue-blacked & swollen & scar-ed !

Sold my i900 8G RED .
good bye miss reddie .


Walked around tampines mall .
went over to century square .
took some flyers on vacations .

Walked over to tampines 1 .
past by a jesery shop .
stucked there for like quite a while .
finally bought our couple jersey tops .
printed names , numbers , badges , etc .
total bill was almost $400 after discount .
baby wanted to buy for me & himself for the previous april anniversary
which we both missed celebrating it together .
but i stuffed $200 into baby's pocket when we're home .

Had some instant prints before heading home .

Thanks baby ,
i understand what ue want for me .
but please understand me too .
i dont want ue to spend so much .
save for the future alright .
Drove home & home at almost 8pm .
packed stuffs , had dinner at home .
babymummy cooked all my favourite dishes .

Baby had a quick bath before dinner .
after that off we went baby to tanah merah mrt station .

Baby had to fall in .
left me alone gonggong sitting on the concrete walls .
as baby's family went to SG Expo
to get something after they dropped us down .
then they u-turned to come fetch me home .

Before leaving i couldn't see where's baby
except that i know where is his group .

Someone shouted my name .
NB , i turned my head .
everyone in the middle group was looking at me .
smiling , waving .
what the F .
i knew it wasn't baby as he's not there in that group .

I just ignored & boarded babydaddy's car .
anyway , baby said it was that "Steven" who claimed he knows me .
but i F-ing dont know who is he .
maybe when i see his FACE .
then i'll remember who is he .

Then baby parents sent me home .

Waiting for baby's call now .
it's been an hour since he last msg ,
& his phone is off ,
i cant get through .

I miss baby .
i take back all my words .
i'm seriously sorry for throwing tantrums at ue .

Tears flow every Sunday .
Tears flow every Monday .
then i'll get used to it .

It's like a cycle already .
am i gona be like this for another 10 years .

Please control yourself !
baby wouldn't want to see ue in this state .
baby would be worried for ue .
so please hold on your tears .
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My big bowl & baby's small bowl .


Baby's set .

Had many other dishes .

After lunch it was already 3 plus .
parted with baby's family .
baby & i went to Bedok North to get raw satays for the bbq at night .
got the stuffs & went back to put the satays at baby's house
instead of my house .
because we were rushing out eariler on to have lunch .
we both forgot to take our "fuo pai" .
kana naggy by babydaddy .




Baby cutting hair .

Went tampines mall to get cucumber for mummy .
baby bought another 3 singlets & 3 tees .

Walked over to Tampines1 .
only walked around the 1st level .
as Simon says he'll be reaching around 6.30pm .
from 4 plus he called me saying he'll reach HG at 5.3pm .
dragdragdrag till 6.45pm then he reach .

Angel saw baby .
she was like surprised .
she commented that baby changed alot during the 3 weeks .

Collected & paid to Simon .
placed a screenguard for baby ,
bought another additional battery .
we left HG .

It was supposed to be a late anniversary present for baby .
but ...

Drove home to fetch my parents & brothers .
while waiting for my family to come down .
baby let me drive his car .
daddy laughed when he saw me driving .

& i was like a buffet to those mosquitoes there .

Went to Pasir Ris Park for the bbq my cousin organised very last minute !
dropped every1 off .
baby & i waited for the parking slots .
& baby totally forgotton to put a coupon .
because i supposed he thinks it was a SUNDAY .

Pit55 .
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Baby & Zi-ning .

Baby , me & Zi-ning .

Baby & cousinDaniel .

The lil' ones .




Threw tantrum & forced .


























& ended up getting a summon .
Korkor went off in the middle of the bbq to meet his friends .
my aunty sent my daddy & mummy home .
didi was in the car with his all-time favourite "daddy" .

So baby & i headed home instead .

Helped baby polished his boots .
but ended up after polished we placed kiwi all over it again .
because some of the parts had kiwi cracked .
left it overnight to polish in the morning .

Before we sleep .
it rained suddenly ,
it was like a sudden storm with lightning .
oh my god .
i jumped on to the bed & baby hugged me tightly
telling me it'll be fine .

Closed all the windows in the house
& off we went to bed .

Photos uploaded tonight .