I'm getting more & more tired of my life .
i dont know how & what i should do .

Simon came by in the early afternoon .
W went out to buy lunch .
only Simon & i in shop .

Simon suddenly asked me something .
LOL .
& it's not the first time he asked me that Q already .

Somehow , somewhat .

I could sense something wrong .

Did Angel talk to him ?
Did W talk to him ?

Well well .
even so .
just let it be .
i think i have made my decisions .
i just want some more time to think over it .
so that i will not have any regrets in future .

Baby's at home .
resting .
how i wish i got more time to rest .
if time has like 48 hours a day .
i'm just so tired .

Baby sent me to work this morning .
& went over my place to take that damn eyelash .
that damn eyelash has been playing tricks on me for like twice already .
damn it .

Come to think of it .

Baby & i were actually supposingly going overseas this week .
but ended up cancelled .
it's not because of money not because of baby's family or my family .
fuck , it makes my blood boils when i think of it .

I really need a rest .

Last night after work baby bought me to Bugis street .
because i wanted to go buy a shorts .
LOL .
it's like purposely going there to get just a pair of shorts .
ended up i bought a grey tube jumper instead .
which i most likely be wearing for my bday .
& the shoes i wanted no have my size .
& & i'm still thinking whether to get that glossy bandage skirt .
but i will have no chance to wear lah .

But i want to get the yellow one as well .
hahaha .
might be going Bugis street again .
but definitely not tonight .

After work will be going to chalet to meet baby's friends .
one of his friends or rather navy friend's 21st bday .

Then after that might be going down to JK .
to meet CS-ing friends .
LOL .

Then home sweet home ?

I so want to meet the girls again .
to slack to chill to S together .
can i can i can i ?
but the timing ?

Probably meet them tml after work .

I wish my ulcers to disappear to let me be happier .
it's hurting for me for like a week or so .
& putting salt on it doesnt helps either .
they just make the ulcer becomes more swollen .

3 more days to heading the number 2 in front .